i know you were forced to go talk to me. fine. since you dont even give a damn about me anyway. why did you have to pretend that you cared in the past? thanks alot man. what did i do in the first place. i shouldnt have gone online that night. ugh. why din anyone tell me not to go? sighs. it should just end la. its just pointless to carry on anyway. i should not have gone to ltc in the first place. den i wouldn become instructor. den i wouldnt noe you. den i wouldnt add you in friendster. den you wouldnt add me in msn. den i wouldnt go talk to you, then i wouldn be so miserable now. however, i dont think i've ever been as happy as i DID the past few months. ya. but i never regretted knowing you. okay i noe it sounds quite contradicting, but at least i was happy for a period of time. haii. why must you do this to me. sighs. but anyway. i hope you know that i still love you even though you dun me anymore. and unlike you to me, i am not lying to you. takecare and have a nice life.
iLOVEu
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