ya fine i admit im jealous . i cant help it, can i? like hello, which person who is in my position wouldnt be? it seems like you care more about her than me. why. why must you always make me so depressed. sighs. ya i noe im unreasonable and petty and whatever crap. but hello. you're the senior and im the junior okay. obviously i would be more, what you call that, a little over-possessive of you? whatever. maybe i shouldnt care anymore. make myself oblivious to everything. put a shield to protect myself. then i wouldnt get hurt so easily. haii. why must this happen to me. our relationship is like, so weird? we msg so much [okay used to], but we dun even talk. we dun have much to say to each other face to face, but when we msg, there seems to be much more we can talk about. im not complaining. actually its like, both of us are quite similar. maybe thats why our relationship is so weird. or should i say unique. anyway, whatever.
if you like her so much, go to her then. you dun hafta give a damn about me anymore. i do not need sympathy.
iLOVEu
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